Showing posts with label Thankful Thursday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thankful Thursday. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

1000 Gifts and Counting...

Like Ann Voskamp, I continue to scribble my gratitude list and click my camera at things that make me see God's love and grace-filled gifts in my life...  These past few weeks there have been just too many to count or capture in pixels, but here are a few:


One single blossom on a tree that otherwise looked lifeless,
a sign to never lose hope,
a sign that all things are possible with God.


Pushing this sweet boy in the swing,
listening to him giggle as I give him under-dogs, under-cats, under-hippos, under-cows... :)


This boys' freckled face melts my heart whether he's smiling or serious


Our tree covered with ladybugs...
hours of entertainment for my little boys...poor ladybugs!  :}


Watching these hands work diligently---
seeing Paul's passion at fixing things
and doing outdoorsy things like conquering a mountain on a bike


Bubble-making boys in the backyard...


Like mother like son... :)


Daddy and baby wrestling on the bed


Watching my husband play ball with his baseball-loving boys


Boys immersed in Grandma's storytelling


Crisscrossed paws and a bundle of fur blending in with our  new bedspread


Dominic the tree-climber with his massive mop of hair...
how I love his massive loving heart!


Signs of new life and hope everywhere I look...
even within my heart!

Thank you, Jesus, for all these gifts and so much more!


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Wednesday, March 11, 2015

more gratitude, with pen and pixels


Today I stumbled upon a quote that stopped me in my tracks...

"GRATITUDE turns what we have into enough.

So, once again I open my notebook and force my pen and my heart to be grateful:
  • milk and honey bubble baths
  • a trip to the nature museum and seeing a real-live great-horned owl up close
  • Isaiah's vocab explosion and the way he pronounces Michael's name: "Goggle"
  • a nap under our new, warm comforter with my cat cuddling under the covers next to me
  • Natey calling me "beautiful"
  • my hobbit-like son playing hobbit-like music on the piano
  • my faithful 4th day friends friends who love me despite me
  • nearly new dresses from a stylish friend
  • Dominic's new glasses--bold and fun, just like him
  • making up bedtime songs with my little boys
  • the freedom of giving away toys and clothes for Lent
  • listening to the Gospel reading on the couch with my husband each morning
  • learning more about the real St. Therese through the book:  Everything is Grace
  • opportunities for humility...painful but good
  • seeing who I really am:  a sinner in need of a Savior
  • the chaos and grace of bedtime prayers with 5 crazy boys
  • cute little bums in the bathtub
  • gazing at Isaiah's long eyelashes as I rock him to sleep
  • a movie that stretched my selfish heart:  The Dropbox
  • new rugs over new wood floors
  • the strong, unspoken bond of fellowship among my pro-life friends as we pray at Planned Parenthood
  • one car with a young couple who came to Planned Parenthood, sat in their car for a long time and then left...a ray of hope that they changed their minds to choose life
  • coconut oil back rubs
  • 3 big boys doing homework at one little table
  • chocolate chip pancakes
  • watching my boys play football with their buddies
  • playing at parks again after a long, cold winter
  • boys having pine cone battles
Why do I ever try to cook fancy meals when all  my kids want are simple pancakes!?



How can I not be happy with this sweet face smiling at me all day!?




All of my boys have loved Legos, but my son Dominic as taken it up a notch.
He builds every spare moment and makes the most amazing creations.
Smart and creative this boy is.

Nathanael in the heat of a pine cone war, loaded with ammo and determined to win!


This sweet and crazy boy is such a joy and it is bittersweet to watch him get so big and independent.
Now that I have a teenager in the house, I know keenly that these little ones don't stay little for long, 
so I will just try to treasure and capture each precious moment.


We have had unseasonably warm weather this month, which has meant lots of playdates at the park with friends.  It brought my heart such joy to watch my older boys play with their best friends, and I'm glad I brought my camera along to capture their joy too!


Is this the little boy I held in my arms only 13 years ago?



Nothing brings Michael more joy than sports...can you tell?




After school homework time.  I love how these boys stick together.


Here is our hobbit-like son playing hobbit-like songs...
He is very passionate about playing all the songs from the Lord of the Rings soundtrack, which is not surprising because he has read the books numerous times.  He can be found at the piano countless times a day, which delights his mother.  The funny thing is, he chose to do violin lessons instead of piano lessons this year, and yet he plays more piano than his brothers who should be practicing for their lessons!  He certainly is gifted in the music department, and I hope he can find a way to use his talents to bring glory to God.


Listening to my son play music reminds me that there is so much to be grateful for; 
there can always be music playing in our hearts if we keep our fingers moving over the keys.
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Sunday, March 1, 2015

Gratitude Lifts the Clouds


Like I alluded to in my last post, it's been a long winter figuratively for me.  I had great hopes that the new supplements I started taking a few months ago (progesterone, 5HTP, Methytetrahydolfolate, Vitamin D3, and lavender oil) would dramatically help my anxiety and depression symptoms, but I have not noticed a significant change. I'll give these supplements a few more months, and then try something new perhaps.  But I have found one thing that truly does lift the clouds a bit, and that is GRATITUDE.  Training my heart to be thankful in all circumstances and to look for all the little gifts of love that God sends me daily truly brings joy and peace to my soul.  I still have lots of training to do though, because I habitually forget to give thanks and then find myself lost in the clouds again.  So, this Lent, I am trying to recommit myself to Ann Voskamp's 1000 gift idea...forcing myself to write down a list of all the things I am thankful for each day.  So here I go again:


  • my biggest boy playing with my littlest, and both of them loving it
  • Nathanael with goggles on in the bathtub
  • the way Isaiah says "ma-ma" 1000+ times a day---how I love that little voice
  • for the manna God gives me daily in so many ways 
  • a 4WD SUV for driving in Montana snow
  • a book that sets my heart on fire for Christ:  "Devotion to the Sacred Heart"
  • sleep
  • sweetly interrupted sleep by my baby boy who just wants to be held a moment
  • Isaiah dancing to Joseph's violin ditties
  • being needed by a little boy with bad dreams
  • hiding in the Sacred Heart
  • laughing while cleaning with my big boys
  • big boys who still want me to snuggle and bless them at bedtime
  • a smile from an unexpected acquaintance
  • Kids-Eat-Free at IHOP
  • evening prayers with 5 boys on our bed, with Isaiah taking turns tackling each of us
  • Pizza Hut for supper--a day off from my nemesis (cooking)
  • playing Legos with Lego-lover Natey
  • protection during a big car accident on my way to the ski hill---for guard rails, guardian angels, and God-sent helpers (a lady named TJ) to pull me out of the ditch
  • alone-time in the ski lodge...and snacking on cheesy fries
  • catching up on photo albums
  • snuggling with my very sick baby; not even minding all the puke and poop
  • gluten-free pizza a Dominos
  • watching an old black and white movie with the boys:  "The Song of Bernadette"
  • Sleepy-time Tea
  • going to Trinity adoration chapel on Thursdays as a family:  the best family tradition ever
  • Nathanael singing "Jesus I Adore You" as he gazes at Jesus in the tabernacle
  • Qdoba on Sundays after church
  • a patient husband, willing to start over and over and over again with me as I learn how to love
  • my spiritual director who affirms my soul and gives me hope to keep trying
  • veiling at Mass for Jesus, falling more in love with Him despite the embarrassment that I feel




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Thursday, November 7, 2013

A Litany of Praise and Thanks

Wow, the past 2 weeks have simply been overflowing with blessings, and I can't help but think that much of that is due to the prayers of my readers, friends, and family.  So THANK YOU, again!!!

Here is a litany of things that I am praising God for this week:

Isaiah is finally sleeping through the night and the "sleep training" process was miraculously easy with him.  We started laying him in his crib awake when it was time for him to nap, and he only fussed for about 5 minutes the first couple of times, and now when we lay him down, he doesn't fuss a bit.  He just rolls onto his side to snuggle with is blanket and happily goes to sleep---all...night...long!  I can hardly believe it.  I am so thankful for my husband who not only insisted that we do the sleep training, but he also did most of the work (especially in the middle of the night those first few days).

Isaiah also has become fully weaned this past week.  This was a bit earlier than I had intended to wean, but in my heart I knew it was the right time for my own personal health--physically and emotionally I was exhausted from waking up every hour at night to feed him.  I am so thankful that the weaning process was a breeze.  This little guy just loves his bottle and loves being held for feedings by his daddy and his adoring brothers.  I think he is getting way more milk from the bottle than he was getting from me, which is probably part of the reason he is now sleeping through the night. 

I can already feel the difference in my hormones and moods now that I am getting adequate sleep and not nursing anymore.  My cycle this month is also showing a good change...my ovulation occurred a week earlier than the previous 3 months, which is closer to my normal cycles again, and my luteal phase lengthened considerably!  Translation:  I am starting to feel more like my happy self again!!!

I also started making notes in my "thankful journal" again, so here are some more little things that I am praising and thanking God for lately...
  1. being asked to sponsor a beautiful young lady named Nichole for a Cursillo retreat (please pray for her November 14-17...she has a deep wound in her heart that needs healing)
  2. the Eucharist, the Lover of my soul, always there...always
  3. "Trinity-Taco-Tuesdays":  our new tradition of going to pray at the Trinity chapel after school and then going out for tacos afterwards
  4. my new (even shorter!!!) hairstyle
  5. Isaiah's peach-fuzzy hair
  6. Michael's contagious smile when he caught a rainbow trout
  7. date night at home with Chile's chips and salsa
  8. Isaiah's gummy grins and pointy chin
  9. wearing warm fall clothes again
  10. girl time with friends
  11. pretty scarves and hats
  12. my always-happy-2-year-old, my sunshine in the rain
  13. hearing Joseph tell stories of his 6th grade teacher, the former Army "drill-sergeant"
  14. watching Michael run and catch balls in the back yard all by himself
  15. taking pictures
  16. phone calls from my sensitive brother
  17. family rosary time with a candle burning
  18. quiet time
  19. watching the World Series with my boys while sipping a wine cooler
  20. catching up on my photo albums
  21. my husband surprising me with lattes that I don't deserve
  22. a date by myself at a crepe shop
  23. hugs from Dominic, my big boy who still loves to hug his mommy
  24. a glimpse of sunshine and hope peeking through the clouds in my soul
 
 
"We should not accept in silence the benefactions of God,
but return thanks for them."
St. Basil
 
"When it comes to life the critical thing is whether you take things for granted
or take them with gratitude."
G.K. Chesterton
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Thursday, April 25, 2013

Still waiting...still thankful

 
 
Still waiting to start "real" labor...  I am progressing though!  At this week's appointment I was 90% effaced, 2 cm dilated, and the baby's head was at -1 station.  My doctor said I am "on the verge," but, of course, I know that really means it could be today OR two weeks from now before I hold our newest miracle.  In the meantime, I'm just trying to focus on giving thanks and not worrying.  So here is my very belated "Thankful Thursday" list that I have been adding to for many weeks but kept forgetting to post:
 
  • my sweet husband who was willing to take some pictures of my big belly before it gets deflated (didn't he do a great job!?)
  • my calming, encouraging, amazing OBGYN (I hope and pray she will be on-call when I go into labor, but if she is not that I will be at peace with that too)
  • the Sacrament of Confession, like opening a window into my soul to let in the light of grace and the fresh air of hope
  • precious love notes from Paul on the coffeemaker in the morning
  • our new, humble and holy Pope to guide the church towards Christ
  • watching my boys love each other through giggling, wrestling, and teasing one another (how on earth did we manage to have 4 boys who adore each other and seldom fight!?)
  • the Holy Spirit filling my mind with a much-needed verse:  "My soul finds joy in God my Savior," reminding me that God is all I need to find joy
  • the gift of "Dinners Done Right" meals from my husband
  • Nathanael's new found love of puzzles
  • Michael's helpful heart with Nathanael--always offering to read to him, give him a bath, play with him, and tuck him in for bedtime
  • boys who love going to the dentist (and none of them having cavities this time!)
  • praying Hail Mary's and the Litany of Saints with the boys on the way to school each morning, and the way Nathanael pipes up at the end with his own prayer to "St. Natey!"
  • the sweet way Nathanael sings "Jesus Loves Me" and "Hail Mary Gentle Woman" every night in his bed
  • Dominic's beaming face when he gets "happy grams" from his teacher
  • prayer warriors who lovingly stand on the sidewalk of Planned Parenthood every week
  • Joseph's team winning 2nd place in the Roman Catholic Challenge competition; it humbles me to see how much he loves his Catholic faith and how confident he is to share it
  • Michael's "toothpick incident" (long story that involved the ER) which turned out alright (PTL!)
  • watching Joseph's and Michael's confidence and skill on the baseball field; plus, seeing the love of the game written all over their faces
  • vanilla spice lattes (for me) and donuts (for the kids) on Sundays after church
 
 


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Thursday, February 28, 2013

Thankful Thursday



  • fresh, hot cheesy fries at our local ski hill
  • a girl's night out "On Broadway"  ("On Broadway" is a fancy restaurant in town and it's quite a treat to go there)
  • learning how to love better, slowly but surely
  • Michael's new "rainbow smile" and the way he is braving the pain of braces
  • Perkin's fresh baked pies--a dessert surprise to share with my husband
  • afternoon quiet time to catch up on emails, chores, and prayers
  • an inspiring new book:  "40 Days for Life:  Discover What God Has Done...Imagine What He Can Do"
  • continued potty trainging success
  • a day with no tears
  • making a cord rosary for a cousin who is hurting
  • the joy on Joseph's and Michael's faces and their rosy cheeks after skiing in the cold
  • alone-time when I know that I'm not alone--Jesus is near
  • God's protection in the parking lot of ShopKo when I was approached by a very disturbed man
  • Michael forgiving his scatter-brained mommy who forgot to pack his swim clothes for P.E.
  • sunshine on my face and a purring cat by my side while I pray on the couch in the afternoon
  • fresh bread from my bread machine, served with hot tomato basil soup for "meatless Friday"
  • skis, all lined up in a kaleidascope of colors, soaking in the sunshine



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Thursday, February 7, 2013

Thankful Thursday

  • my husband's warmth next to me at night
  • new play-do, soft and squishy fun
  • Nathanael's vocabulary and constant cute chatter
  • no sickness in our house during this cold and flu season (yet)
  • a new rotary cutter blade, and the therapeutic feeling of cutting squares of fabric
  • my six year old that still likes to snuggle
  • Joseph's joy at having a sleepover with a best bud
  • the sound of boys having a Nerf battle
  • listening to Natey sing himself to sleep
  • Michael getting an A on his science fair project
  • potty training victories (1 BM at a time)
  • a picture perfect ultrasound
  • a new book that my husband and I are reading together as an at-home retreat ("Consoling the Heart of Jesus" by Fr. Michael Gaitley)
  • toddler buns in big boy underwear
  • a rare but wonderful afternoon nap
  • treasuring my one-on-one time with Nathanael because I know it will soon be gone with the arrival of #5
  • the fact that the boys' school does the Morning Offering, the Angelus, and the Act of Contrition over the loud speaker every day
  • dollar store treasures that keep Natey entertained for hours
  • blowing bubbles in the bathtub for the boys
  • marital victories--sweet moments of feeling in love again
  • a gift of sunshine yellow roses to brighten my heart and my living room (Thanks, Rachel!)
  • boys building with blocks and being proud of their handiwork
  • Nathanael's cute attempt to genuflect at Mass, watching him learn to love the Eucharistic Lord


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Thursday, January 17, 2013

Thankful Thursday

It's been awhile since I've posted a thankful list, but I've been writing them down in various journals...  So here's my litany of thanks, reminding me that God does indeed love me and is blessing me in big and little ways constantly if I but take the time to notice:

  • Nathanael's petite and dimpled chin
  • watching an inspiring movie:  "For Greater Glory"
  • our great babysitter and piano teacher for the boys who only lives a minute away
  • my son accepting his mom's apology for taking her frustration out on him
  • hearing the phrase, "Love you, Mom."
  • waking up to witness God's wondrous make-over of the trees---each one frosted with glittery white
  • Mystic Monk coffee for Christmas (Jingle Bell Java flavor)...mmmmm!
  • eating Perkins tomato soup all by myself
  • watching our boys play board games with their daddy
  • God giving me a spiritual director (something I have longed for for years)
  • cleansing tears
  • staying at a beautiful hotel with free breakfast AND supper
  • boys having fun on a new ski hill with their daddy
  • my Christmas present from Paul that the whole family likes:  an iPad
  • gentle snow falling while being embraced by majestic white mountains
  • keen awareness of my sin---ever grateful for God's mercy
  • hotel swimming pools
  • PBS kids cartoons
  • pretty scarves
  • 15 minutes of private adoration of the Blessed Sacrament
  • sincere sorrow for my sins/crying through the Sacrament of Confession
  • date night with my husband:  eating tasty tapenade at our favorite Italian restaurant, followed by a great movie ("The Hobbit")
  • friends who help me in a pinch with babysitting
  • feeling baby kicking
  • pastel clouds over snow-capped mountains
  • boys in the back seat belting out Billy Joel lyrics
  • mercy
  • playing "Apples to Apples" with the boys and giggling like crazy
  • eating French Dip sandwiches at Arby's with my boys while daddy was away on a work trip
  • reading a good book in my warm bed
  • hearing baby's heartbeat
  • getting a stain out of my favorite jeans
  • a clean kitchen
  • finding a huge sale on boys pants at Target (I bought 9 pair for $13!)
  • grandma and grandpa rescuing me for a few days while my husband is away
  • reading "The Hobbit" outloud every night with my boys, them loving it just as much as me
  • staring a new sewing project

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Tuesday, January 1, 2013

New Year's Blessings



Once again, our family ends the year overflowing with thankfulness at the number of blessings God has given us!  Of course, He sent some challenges and crosses too, but we are learning that even those can become blessings if we rely on God’s grace to carry them.  One of our biggest blessings this year was the news that we are expecting another sweet son in the spring.  He will fit right in with his older brothers!  May God give Paul and me the grace to raise these boys to become holy gentlemen to love and serve Him as they grow up!  As we begin a New Year, I asked each member of my family to brainstorm what they were thankful for in 2012 and to ponder what might be some goals for 2013.  Here is the list we created, and perhaps you’d like to do the same with your family—

 
Paul:

·       Thankful list for 2012:  my compassionate wife, a healthy family, my broken wrist healing from my snowboard accident last February (I’m sure my jump in the terrain park looked cool though…until I landed), a good paying job with the FAA, and the exercise of taking my gun for long walks in the fall mountains for no apparent reason.   

·        Goals for 2013:  not to break anything while skiing this year (I’m retiring from my snowboard), a big (ok ANY) elk for Joseph’s first year of hunting, to welcome a new son into our family, and to win the weight loss competition with my brother Dann.

Maria:

·       Thankful list for 2012:  my holy husband who points me heavenward, great-behaved boys that make me smile every day, my supportive girlfriends who encourage me in my faith-journey, bubble baths, graces from the Eucharist, learning how to snow ski, and two books that have changed my soul for the better:  1000 Gifts by Ann Voskamp, and The Diary of St. Faustina.

·       Goals for 2013:  to pray the rosary and Chaplet of Divine Mercy every day, to laugh more, to do some quilting, to love my family and my Savior more perfectly, to help others love Jesus more, to learn how to take better pictures for our family blog: (www.atotustuusfamily.blogspot.com).

Joseph:

·       Thankful list for 2012:  skiing the backside of Discovery Ski Hill, catching a 20 inch walleye with grandpa Pat, pitching in my baseball league, learning to play the violin, hanging out with my school buddies, altar serving, practicing archery with daddy, and mountain biking with friends.

·       Goals for 2013:  to ski more double-black diamonds, try out new ski hills, shoot my first deer or elk, become better at baseball, catch a world-record Northern Pike, make more paracord bracelets, and to grow in holiness.

Michael:

·       Thankful list for 2012:  skiing, becoming an altar server at the Cathedral, playing baseball with my classmates, going hunting with daddy, going fishing in SD with grandpa Pat, going to Silverwood Amusement Park with my friend Alex, camping in the mountains, and going mountain biking with my friends.

·       Goals for 2013:  to grow closer to Jesus, become better at skiing, baseball and piano, to be kinder to others, learn how to catch more fish, make more paracord bracelets, and to be a helpful big brother when the new baby comes.

Dominic:

·       Thankful list for 2012:  going to South Dakota to play with grandma, grandpa, and my cousins, starting Kindergarten at St. Andrew Catholic School, learning how to read, playing baseball, snow skiing, and building with Legos.

·       Goals for 2013:  to catch some big fish, go to grandma and grandpa’s house, play baseball, do more camping, and become better at playing the piano.

Nathanael:

·       Thankful list for 2012:  big brothers to play with, playing with anything that has wheels, reading books with mommy or daddy, my teddy and monkey to snuggle with at night, and a cat to chase around the house.

·       Goals for 2013:  to be a good big brother to the new baby, to be 100% potty trained, and to stop throwing tantrums when I don’t get what I want.

We pray that God blesses all of your families abundantly this year and helps you to see all the gifts you have to be thankful for!  This season reminds me that the greatest gifts of all to be thankful for are Jesus’ sacrificial love and His abundant mercy—to bring us those gifts is why He came to this earth on that Holy Night so long ago.  May we embrace those great gifts with all our hearts in this New Year, and may we learn to constantly say like St. Faustina did, “JESUS, I TRUST IN YOU!” 


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Thursday, December 6, 2012

Thankful Thursday: my mom's visit edition

My husband has been gone for a couple of weeks on a business trip, so my mom came to rescue me for about 5 days in the middle of his absense---what a blessing!  Most of the things I have to be thankful for lately are related to her visit (hence the title of this blog post).  So here's my list, along with a few photos to make you smile :)
 
  • watching my mom play games and read books with my boys
  • decorating the Christmas tree with my mom and the boys
  • listening to non-stop Christmas music--especially Anne Murray, James Taylor, Fernando Ortega, and my new favorite...the Benedictine Sisters of Mary (I feel like I'm in heaven listening to angels when they sing!)
  • continued success in potty training Nathanael (he still doesn't "like" to go #2, but he does it every time on the potty with no accidents, so I'm calling that a success)
  • the way my boys love John Denver's music as much as their mother (I never thought that could be possible, but I love it...especially hearing Nathanael belt out "Take me Home Country Roads" from the back seat while driving to school)
  • Nathanael's ADORABLE 2 year portraits that we recently had taken at Walmart (I was so thankful my mom came with me to help get him to smile so sweet for the camera)
  • simplifying Christmas spending by setting a 3 gift limit for our kids (I figure that Jesus only got 3 gifts from the wisemen, so why should our kids get any more than the King of Kings, right?)
  • sipping a cup of coffee in the morning now that I'm not nauseous anymore
  • the delight on my boys' faces when they get to open another door to their Advent calendars (their aunt and uncle from Germany sent them each a calendar filled with authentic German chocolate...how cool!)
  • hearing our baby's heartbeat
  • missing my husband and anticipating his return to my arms
 
 
 
 


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