Thursday, June 30, 2011

Thankful Thursday


  • dirty but thankful hands reaching for fresh-baked cookies

  • roots on my rosary plant budding, decades of beads ready for transplanting

  • the unmistakable smell of lilacs in bloom in every shade of purple

  • a day all to myself cooking, cooking, cooking...a month's worth of meals happily labeled and lined up in my freezer

  • boys practicing for piano recitals, mommy practicing patience for boys

  • mini Dairy Queen blizzards after playing at the park

  • Nathanael's peach-fuzz, shocked that it's still peachy

  • lupines reaching for heaven in my Grandma's old blue jar

  • watching a Brewer's baseball game on a Sunday afternoon while eating nachos

  • Paul leading the nightly rosary with jammy clad boys

  • little hands helping cut fresh flowers

  • watching Big sky sunsets on our back deck












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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

got rhubarb?



This is the first year of having our own rhubarb plant in our garden (thanks to my friend Lisa), so I've been having fun experimenting with rhubarb recipes. I do not claim to be a great cook or a baker, but I stumbled upon this amazing rhubarb recipe that I felt was worth sharing.

1 1/2 cups packed brown sugar
2/3 cup butter (melted)
1 egg
1 tsp vanilla
1 tsp salt
1 tsp baking soda
1 cup sour milk or butter milk
2 1/2 cups flour
1 1/2 cups chopped rhubarb (I put mine in the food processor to chop it very small, but I don't know if that matters)
1/2 cup chopped nuts (optional)
1/2 cup granulated sugar
1 Tbsp butter (softened)

Preheat oven to 325. Grease 2 8 inch loaf pans. In a large bowl, beat together the brown sugar, butter, and egg. Add the vanilla and salt. Mix the soda with the sour milk and add to the egg mixture. Stir the flour into the wet ingredients just until combined. Fold in the rhubarb and nuts. Pour the batter into the prepared pans. Mix the granulated sugar and butter together and sprinkle over the loaves (this makes the top look really pretty, plus it tastes great too!). Bake for 1 hour or until toothpick comes out clean. Allow to cool in the pans for 10 minutes, then turn the loaves out onto a rack.





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Saturday, June 25, 2011

Weekends are for Camping



We spent the last two weekends camping, despite marginal weather, despite children taking turns with the flu, despite all the work required hooking and unhooking the camper, packing, laundering, repacking and relaundering. I guess you could say we are "camping die-hards." Actually, we were just desperate to get away and begin our summer exploring some new locations in the great outdoors. We have lived in Montana almost 5 years now, and yet we have barely seen the plethora of beautiful sites surrounding us. So that's our goal this summer. Go see as much Montana as we can. No matter the weather. No matter the flu. No matter the work. And be joyful while doing it. No matter what.

So I'd say we are off to a good start... Last weekend we camped at Placid Lake. Gorgeous. Peaceful. Normally that area is bustling with people and campers and boats, but thankfully the chilly weather scared almost all other people away that weekend. We had the entire loop at the campground to ourselves, which turned out to be a huge blessing because Dominic decided it was time to take his training wheels off and graduate into "Big Boy Bikehood." That was certainly the highlight of our first camping trip. He learned incredibly fast with only one major wipe-out when Mr. Fearless thought he was ready to conquer going down a huge hill (too big, too fast, too little control = scraped elbow and learning that he is not invincible). By the end of the weekend he was biking around the entire campground, and boy was he beaming! Our first boy to learn to ride without training wheels at age four. A bittersweet reminder to me that he is not my baby anymore and time marches on without asking my permission (how rude!)



The rest of us also had a great time at Placid. It was so peaceful. The only downer was Nathanael getting the flu, but even then he was a super trooper. As long as I was holding him, he was content. So I spent a lot of time walking around with him in the Bjorn while I was imersed in one of the best books I've ever encountered...truly a soul changing encounter ("One Thousand Gifts" by Ann Voscamp). Beautiful book by a beautiful blogger. Ann, whose name means "full of grace," fully sharing with the world her way of becoming filled with grace. It was just the book my soul needed. I am a fretter, a joy-chaser who rarely catches joy because I get tripped up by unmet expectations, self-love, ingratitude. Grace-filled Ann is teaching me to let go of those stumbling blocks and open my hands to the joy God desires me to have simply through thanking Him for everything (yes, even the hard and ugly things). Camping at Placid Lake where I was surrounded by beauty was the perfect place to start counting my one thousand gifts, and having a sick child in my arms was the perfect opportunity to learn to accept the "hard eucharisteo" that Ann talks about in her book. Read it if you can. You will be a happier, holier, more "eucharistic" person because of it...guaranteed.



The boys pretty much spent the entire weekend biking around the campground, skipping rocks on the lake, or playing catch, golf toss, or Chucko. Paul did lots of grilling and chilling. He was certainly in his happy place and that made me happy to see him so relaxed and removed from the cares of work. We also did a 5 mile hike up to a roaring waterfall, requiring us to hike over huge snowdrifts, which the boys thought was pure adventure. I was proud of them for hiking so far without any complaining. Heck, I think I was the only one who did any complaining! My rustic, survivalist, ourdoorsy husband didn't know he married such a pansy! And now he's stuck with me, poor guy.

The second camping weekend was also nice, although we had to scrap Plan A and go with Plan B for that trip. We were supposed to go camping with some friends of ours, but a couple days before the trip Dominic came down with the flu and we didn't want to share fellowship with our friends at the expense of sharing our germs and getting them sick too. We were all very disappointed that it turned out that way, but God must have had His reasons. So we chose Plan B and chose to be thankful (Ann Voskamp would have been proud of me). Plan B involved borrowing a canoe and heading to a gorgeous campground at Wood Lake, just outside of Augusta, MT. Again, the weather was chilly, but we actually had a lovely time. The boys did lots of biking again, lots of playing catch, and when the weather was too chilly we played lots of board games. I really feel like God just wanted us to cloister ourselves from the world and grow closer as a family that weekend. All in all, we were happy campers and now it's time for me to catch up on laundry until our next camping adventure :)



































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Thursday, June 23, 2011

Thankful Thursday



  • rain drops dancing on Placid Lake while boys skip rocks


  • Bleeding Hearts blossoming beside my Mary and Baby Jesus statue, reminding me to make my heart like theirs


  • Michael conquering old fears and bravely swimming across the pool at lessons


  • Joseph's musical fingers figuring out how to make real music at the piano


  • Dominic taking off training wheels, training mommy to let go


  • seeds growing, sprouting and breaking free of the soil in our garden


  • the first harvest of rhubarb, turned into Rhubarb Strawberry Coffee Cake


  • watching my boys get lost in a book, losing track of time but gaining more than they know


  • a cold, crisp Coka Cola on a day full of hot tempers and brothers bickering


  • little boys playing freeze tag in the light "liquid sunshine" (a.k.a. rain)


  • stealing a nap in the camper in the arms of my spouse, his calming breath on my face


  • Paul's steady hand at the wheel, both literally and figuratively for our family


  • the sound of mountain breeze through pines, mixed with birds I can't identify, mixed with the laughter of brothers


  • wildflowers humbly bowing for their King, as should I, the created honoring the Creator


  • hot cocoa in my coffee instead of creamer while camping


  • boys being boys, digging for worms, touching toads, climbing trees


  • the return of my cycle, renewing the possiblility of life, (I'm choosing to be thankful for this, but feeling quite fearful) :)


















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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

7 Months Old and a Happy Camper



While we were at Placid Lake for our first camping adventure of the summer our baby turned 7 months old. What a happy camper he was! He loved it all...the stroller walks in the fresh mountain air, watching his brothers throw rocks in the once-placid water, taking a hike in daddy's back pack to a roaring waterfall and feeling the cool mist on his face, napping in the Bjorn while mommy finds peace and epiphanies in a good book from a very good friend.

7 months old... It is going so fast and I'm enjoying every minute of it (well, almost every minute...I still struggle finding joy in the middle of the night feedings, but I'm learning to accept them as gifts to help me grow in holiness). Nathanael cut two more teeth this past month, which perhaps is part of his sleeping problems. He now has 4 total, with two more right below the surface ready to pop through at any moment. He can now sit up almost completely unaided and loves to roll all over the place to reach his favorite toys. He has learned a new noise to make which resembles a roaring lion cub...very cute. His favorite things right now which make his face light up with a smile are: Baby Einstein videos, our cat Arwen, tickles from daddy, and his silly brothers.






Doesn't he look like a happy camper? And speaking of camping, we're gearing up to leave for another camping adventure this weekend! I LOVE SUMMER!!!

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Thursday, June 9, 2011

Thankful Thursday

Still working on instilling a habit of gratitude in my heart... This week I'm thankful for:



  • mountaintop snowball fights in the Sunday afternoon sun

  • sipping Mystic Monk coffee in the morning while catching up on friends' blogs

  • baby fingers gently tugging my Miraculous Medal during feedings

  • planting our garden with lots of little helpers

  • the theaputic rhythm of my sewing machine as a make a new creation

  • laying in bed listening to the rain on the roof and cars splashing by

  • checking out stacks of library books for my eager readers

  • my boys with me all day...embracing our new summer routine together

  • the sound of my little Beethovens practicing piano

  • a date with my birthday man, picnicing and reminscing in the rain


...and so much more! I am so thankful for all the blessings, big and small, that our loving God showers upon me each and every minute...

Lord, give me eyes to see them all! I am so blind most of the time. Remove the scales and help me see Your hand in everything...every...single...thing.


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Wednesday, June 8, 2011

40 Things I Love about my 40-Year-Old



Today is the love of my life's birthday...the big four zero. This is my favorite photo of him, taken in Orvieto, Italy when we traveled there for a much-needed pilgrimage in 2004. I always think how handsome he looks standing along the rugged and enchanting streets of Orvieto. Lately, Paul keeps saying that he feels old, but I still think he is young, handsome, and wild at heart. I'm ever so thankful that he found room in his heart for me. Happy Birthday, honey! I'm even more wildly in love with you now than I was when I took this photo! :)


And for your 40th birthday, here are 40 things I love about you:



  1. your rock solid faith

  2. your brilliant and wise mind

  3. your outdoorsiness and survival skills

  4. your love of mountains, fresh air, and hiking

  5. your calm disposition in every storm, my solid oak tree

  6. your gentle hands using my fingers as rosary beads to pray together

  7. your desire for a chunk of land "off the grid" for self-sufficiency

  8. your discipleship of our sons in the faith, guiding them toward virtue

  9. your experiences overseas, in the air, and in the wilderness

  10. your self-sacrificing heart that so often rescues me when I've had a hard day

  11. your handsome face mirrored in the face of our sons

  12. your warmth and protection next to me at night

  13. your example to our boys of how to become men

  14. your devotion to the Blessed Mother

  15. your obsession with maps and exceptional navigating skills

  16. your tolerance of my poor cooking skills and your willingness to eat leftovers

  17. your gift of getting up before the sun

  18. your silent way of stewing, but never raising your voice

  19. your curly hair that I love to feather my fingers through

  20. your prudent way with money, and always doing our taxes

  21. your attempts at learning to speak my love language (you are definitely getting better every year) :)

  22. your constant provision for our family all these years

  23. your dream of building us a log cabin someday

  24. your athleticism and ability to play pretty much every sport well

  25. your way of doing the dishes immediately after supper every night

  26. your grace on the ice playing hockey and on the slopes snowboarding

  27. your patience with my mood swings

  28. your attention to detail as a hunter, constantly fine-tuning your bow

  29. your tenderness and patience as a lover

  30. your obedience to all of the churches teachings

  31. your unwavering choice to always do what is right

  32. your forgiving heart that has forgiven me 70 times 7 (even that time when I swore like a sailor)

  33. your service protecting our country in the Navy

  34. your past mistakes that have shaped you into the true gentleman that you are today

  35. your laugh (I need to make you laugh more often)

  36. your enthusiasm for hunting and filling our freezer with meat (this is going to be your year for the monster bull!)

  37. your success at reading the entire Bible

  38. your playfulness at rough-housing with our boys

  39. your generous way of tithing no matter what

  40. your pursuit of heaven and helping me get there too


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